Friday, August 31, 2007
Life is full of heart break, restlessness and doubt. you'll never know when your friends will leave you. credit never given to youa at appropriate times. you're never recognized and no one cares.
Have you ever wondered why you're alive? have you ever thought what drove you to live until now? the people around you climb up the ladder with ease, while you find yours old and rickety and the steps broken every now and then. everyone's got the best of life and you seem to always get what's left of the pile. you're labelled as a second base which everyone overlooks. you try your best to shine but others just outshine you.
Life has no meaning then. even the tiniest ray of hope fades away as other people take it away from you. in the end, you got nothing, you're nothing and it's just nothing.
posted at 2:19 AM
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I live in a world of my own. my rules, the things i want to see and the way i want things to go about. no fluctuation. no hiccups. gravity has no say in the way things are put. the sun has no right as to where its light shines upon. darkness covers what i consider to be covered. what's right is according to my own doctrines and what's deemed wrong will be to my final word.
why the virtual lifestyle? why hide? cowardice? i beg to differ. sometimes in this world, the reality is just to tough to chew we nid to pass over to somthing else of our taste that is not equivalent to baby food. as the world collapses around me gradually, i tend to create my own sanctuary based on the past experiences that i consider soothing to the mind. am i just plunging my head into the sand while the rest of my body sticks out? i don't think so. sometimes just creating things based on my past experiences helps me to calm down amidst the hectic and fast paced world i live in.
posted at 8:05 AM
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Sunday, August 12, 2007
Your fragile, folded wingsare just tired from the pure blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile... for yourself
That lonely feeling keeps creeping up on me
A single candle burns inside
There shouldn't be an expensive chandelier in a wild place like this
Can i really bury it all with empty words?
I don't even know anymore...
As long as we can swim freely in our dreamswe wont need that sky anymore
Even if you can't let go of the past,I'll still be there to meet you tomorrow
Your fragile, folded wingsare just tired from the pure blue sky
You don't have to force your smiles for anyone
It's okay to smile... for yourself
posted at 1:55 AM
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